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your worry about money should not keep you from saving your life friend...what about talking to your bro...telling him whats going on...letting him know that you want to change...be there for your mom , him and the business etc etc ...but you wont be able to be there for anyone if you dont get some help...and be there for YOURSELF 1rst...and you may need a couple of days off...
remember...your in for a hard road physically if you stay on the booze too ! I mean that much booze for that long dos'nt feel too great either does it ? ...the DOCTOR can possibly offer medication for those 1rst few critical days to ease some of that suffering ( if there is a need for it ) ...and monitor you while you Detox
Be safe ...try and do the right thing...go to the DOCTOR asap...and keep in mind...you can stop drinking...there is a solution to this endless cycle you are in.
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