[barb dwyer]

wow Bob - that's great.

I mean, how you put that.
I wake up feeling that way too.

When I do - I know it's because I'm not 'right' or in a good alignment... spiritually.
I know that I"m not 'plugged in' to the Infinite.
Because I'm viewing everything - from the 'finite' point of view...

Usually -
that's been known to make me even MORE unhappy until I sit down,
'stop the world'
and do my Prayer and meditation.

I have to sit until I can get a handle on where ...
I'm trying to take over the Directing.
I'm not the Director in this life any more.
And I forget that.

I'm sneaky, too, man.
Sometimes -
it's a while before I let myself 'see' what I've been doing.

Thanks for the gut level honesty in your post...
it's refreshing.