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I blogged about this last night, but I would appreciate some feedback.

So, my sponsor has been slightly flaky lately. Last week on our weekly phone call, she was all over the place, spent most of the time discussing her health. Then, at the last meeting I saw her at, she tried to give me another sponcee's handouts..I had to remind her that we're doing the Fifth Step this Saturday.

THEN..there's this retreat that she wants me to go to. It's a whole weekend away. I don't feel at all comfy going. First off, there's the money issue. Secondly, there's the car issue. AND there's my weekend with the kids issue. I don't feel in my heart (and I've prayed on it) that it's right for me to go.

I should mention, I"ve done all that has been suggested of me. I've never missed my homegroup meeting, cept once due to illness. I'm doing my work (ok, slowly, but I'm doing it), I'm showing up as they say...it's this one thing that would cause financial, emotional, and logistical problems to my family.

I have been trying to explain this to her. She keeps pushing me. Tomorrow night, at our weekly call, I will tell her in no uncertain terms that I will not be going. Supposed to be doing my Fifth this weekend..