[Trinka]

I'm having trouble feeling like i fit in at the meetings. I've always felt alone most of my life and i know that it is important that i try and socialize more. It just seems that some people in the meetings are so happy. I am greatful for all that i've gotten back. I don't want that to be confused with what i am saying. Its just that at some of the meetings i go to the women seem to be really clicky, like highschool. I continue to go to meetings though i'm not giving up i know meetings are essential to me staying sober. I have also tried wellbutrin so maybe it will help get rid of the anxiety. My feelings of not fitting in probably stem from my character defect : of feeling less than. does anyone have any advice or been through similar situations?