Aw geez - I'm gonna try again to post this....sumthins wrong
Like I said in my other posts in 'friends and family of alcoholics' - I'm pretty new here.
I was moaning again about my eating problem to someone & she asked me a series of questions - one being - do you eat to comfort yourself because of your home situation?
Well yes, but I'm tired of using that as an excuse! Yeah, while I was stuffing my face with food (mainly chocolates) for comfort, I didn't think: "Hey, I'm destroying my body right now!"
Ok, so I've gone from yo-yo diets, to expensive gym subscriptions to not eating at all, and then to turning to pills like Thinz that make me see weird things coming at me from dark places!!!!!!
I've run up quite a bill to try to lose weight - but I feel like I'm just gaining, the harder I try.....
For the past 3 months or so I've decided to just adapt a 'eat healthy lifestyle with exercise and water'- all on a regular basis, but I would have hoped for at least a minute change.....but nothing. The opposite in fact....
Any advice? It would be greatly appreciated!!!!!!!!!!!
