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I began to lose trust in everything he told me & I was MEAN. All I can think about is some of the mean words that came out of my mouth, but I was just hoping it would open his eyes
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I have never been in this part of the forum and I just read your words and I related. I am so sorry for what happened but please do not blame yourself for the words that you spoke. I also beat myself up everyday when I think about all the mean things that I said to the xabf of 3 weeks. I thought like you that It would open their eyes. How could we know what it would really do? You spoke those words because that person was hurting you time and time again and you had no training on how to act. Just please don't beat yourself up........I will keep you in my prayers.