Hi, AbsentFriend;
And WELCOME!!!
Ksos is correct about the suicidal thoughts. Please do take them seriously. And, if at any point in time, you begin to make any plans, call 911 yourself immediately.
THIS IS A MEDICAL EMERGENCY
Ksos, there would never be sanctions for recomendations like you've given.
Thank you.
One other thing, AbsentFriend.
Have you considered one to one therapy? Although group therapy is fine for many things, I think you may get benefit from personalized therapy too. Just a thought.
I wish you well. And I hope to get to know you better as we all strive onward towards our recovery.
Shalom!