| 30 days today
Well I did it. And I told them. After They said hey, don't you got something to say? I said How do you know I didn't whoop it up last night on Saint Pats day. They said cause you are here. Sigh! They were right. So I rolled my eyes and said I had 30 days. They laughed.
Then I some guy spoke up. He had been going every day and said he hadn't even had 24 hours but likes birthday and likes going to meetings. He was glad I had one. I kinda felt good and bad. Then I told them I felt like him only not drinking. I like going to the meetings but everything else was like the Charlie Brown teacher Whomp whomp whomp whomp whomp. I said that me and him were the same. We both like the meetings only he drank and I didn't and I just wasn't understanding anything yet. And they talked to me and him and we both walked out. I think he felt pretty good I feel okay.
they said I was feeling like they all did in 30 days. Like What the "F" but just keep going. And they told him to keep going too. So I guess I will. I'm going to an all Female meeting today.
30 days. I feel stupid, like celebrating (bad debbie) and like stuffing my face like a pig. Sigh! But I will go to the meeting tonight.
Thanks for listening.
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