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Lilya...

I cannot believe that this thread missed me, as I have been acting out my "child" all over the place, lately. My boss even called me a whining baby the other day when I presented her with a four page "memo" which was, in reality, a bid to be held, or recognized, whatever.

I had a rough few days at my work. I argued with my boss and exhibited such infantile behavior that she asked me to leave her office.

I am finding myself writing all of these extremely long letters to my estranged spouse and sort of waiting for a response, which I rarely get. I was told that this was manipulative behavior by some here on the board and also by some in my offline life.

I am feeling...I guess...regressed? I am still doing well, am going to work on Sunday to begin my extra job, still clean (6 Months, yeah!), and haven't acted out in a destructive manner, but I'm feeling like I want to be babied...