[hippyhippy]

Oh jenna hun (((hugs))))

I have felt that way thinking I am in insanity or heading in a collision course towards it. I have also felt I was stuck in the middle of the two as I have been desperately depressed but speeding all over the place. Usually when my meds are all over the place too. Do you not take any 'calm me down med' when you are feeling like this? I take quetiapine, I am sure you have said you can't take this. Before this I took Chlorpromazine. Stinks like hell, as anti psychotics are getting a bad press here in Uk, but it is the drug of my concoction that I actually feel is doing something for me.
Are you possibly rapid cycling or having mixed episodes just now as you seem so down, yet so hyper? This is what I have put my depressed yet speeding episodes down too.

I am sure your art piece is great hun. Fri to Mon is not such a long time to expect positive feedback. Don't be disheartened.

Hippy
xx