[pedagogue]

You are at least taking a look at your current life, and I think that is a step in the right direction. Whether you decide it is time to try and make some changes.....that is up to you. If you decide to give it a shot, there are many people who have found support in AA. Getting support from family/friend can help too....but be aware that you will probably need to show them that you are DOING things to help your situations, and not just SAYING you will do something.....which can often be a sign if someone is starting to get serious about getting back on track.

Local/Community counseling services may be helpful too, they are often low/no-cost as they are supported by the gov't.