Sounds like you've exchanged one addiction for another.
And you know what you have to do. You've done it with meth. And alcohol will lead you to the same place meth did -- it will just take you longer.
How many friends beds do you want to pee in?
And how long will they remain your friends when you do that?
You've got a problem. You've recognized it.
What are you going to do about it?
I wish you only the best...
Shalom!