I´ve been noticing lately how wrong my attitude has been towards many things in life, because I still react like a child, and not an adult.
I overreact to lots of things and waste emotional energy on little things. I have learned a beahaviour of an adult and this is why I can function in life, but I lack the emotional substance and strenght to keep me from not getting hurt.
I react like the child who was neglected by it´s parents and in some ways my feelings are that of a 12 year old.
I still believe in magic solutions, like a child.
I get angry and either I burst out and hurt people, or I turn it inwards and make myself depressed.
I get all hyped up by a political situation and can sit for days on end to argue about it. Then I mull over it for days and think about it at nights.
When man gives me the eye, I feel like fleeing or tell him to go to hell.
This is just the top of the iceberg. I believe by recognizing our feelings from childhood we can really heal the child within and become stronger.
What about you, my friends? I think we can help each other by discussing this and heal.
:band