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Thank God I was told early on that it didn't matter what I think or what I feel, that it mattered what I do. Because the truth of the matter is that feelings aren't facts. The beauty of the first step is that if done completely and thoroughly, it takes me to hopelessness. And that is a great place for an alcoholic to be, for step 2 brings us to hope. I spent years admitting I was an alcoholic, but I didn't really know what it fully meant to be alcoholic. It is when I accepted that I was alcoholic, that I had only two choices...die an alcoholic death or seek a spiritual remedy. Keep working with your sponsor.
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