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LegalLady · 02-28-2008, 01:40 PM

Well today is day 11 or 12 or something. I don't know. I met with my sponsor this morning after a meeting. I'm seeing her tonight at another meeting. Its her 18th Birthday.

Anyway, I don't feel right today. We went over the 1st step. I thought the first step was just admitting powerlessness over alcohol but its people places and things too. I'm gonna suck at that. I'm always worrying about people and places. She said we would work on it and not to worry. Now, I'm just sick.

Anyway, I'm worried about my money and walking out of this stupid job and how stupid I was and. My head hurts today. She told me just not to drink and see her tonight at the meeting. I feel stupid now. I thought it was just powerless over alcohol. Now I feel sick.
I'm stupid.
Anyone out here today.

02-28-2008, 01:40 PM	#1 (permalink)
LegalLady Member Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Missouri Posts: 179	Don't feel Right today Well today is day 11 or 12 or something. I don't know. I met with my sponsor this morning after a meeting. I'm seeing her tonight at another meeting. Its her 18th Birthday. Anyway, I don't feel right today. We went over the 1st step. I thought the first step was just admitting powerlessness over alcohol but its people places and things too. I'm gonna suck at that. I'm always worrying about people and places. She said we would work on it and not to worry. Now, I'm just sick. Anyway, I'm worried about my money and walking out of this stupid job and how stupid I was and. My head hurts today. She told me just not to drink and see her tonight at the meeting. I feel stupid now. I thought it was just powerless over alcohol. Now I feel sick. I'm stupid. Anyone out here today.