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I don't know what I want. All I know is working makes me sick. No money makes me sick. I've been to meetings alot. One this morning and tonight I go to Adult Children of Alcoholics meeting. Anyway. Tomorrow my sponsor is meeting with me after themonring meeting and I just sent my application in for doing just temp work. I know my family is gonna ****. I can't believe I"m not drinking to tell you the truth. But as I told everyone else. Not drinking is easy for me. its the constant thoughts in my head while I'm not drinking is what is driving me nuts.
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