[Paulos]

Hi barb, thanks for the kind words all and it's day 15 now, and sadly where I live there are no autism groups in my area of Pennsylvania, not even any doctors who specialize in it... but yeah I'm trying to do things for myself daily but it's hard also due to me being a fool going off my 125mg Lamictal for a month while binging on booze to get down to 50mg only to stop boozing and then have major anxiety from stopping my medication so suddenly and then my anxiety from boozing combined with these things it was tough, I think I'm getting a little better though, but I'm a BIG OCDer/fearer about things.