[Kickit]

Hey guys, 'all mouth and no trousers here' (do you have that saying). Had a small lager (beer) and 2 small glasses of wine tonight. Again, no real craving, or need just fancied it. Maybe I am just weak willed, or stupid, or whatever..

Feel like I am letting you all down - not least me. I start off so sure I want to stop, I accept I am an alcoholic etc etc... then don't stick to it. Think, nope I'm not and I can be ok. I don't think I can really have got this in my thick skull.

Will probably just lurk for awhile.. it seems wrong to post when you are all giving it your all and I feel like I am just messing around. Not gonna go off drinking like crazy so don't worry.

Good luck, keep going...Ruby I know you will be moving to that post soon..