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Originally Posted by gravity 
- I minimized (not really on purpose) the misery my past drinking had caused me & those who love me
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Yeah, that was starting to happen. Like you, not on purpose, but just time making it fade a little.
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- I was convinced that I could handle a few beers (the real b*tch is that I can handle a beer or three some of the time - this really screws up my thinking - as contradictory as it is, I can't have even one drink - even though I can! I think I'm confusing myself  )
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And a big yes on that one too! It's those days where I did 'control' my drinking to just a couple of drinks that are really messing with my head.
Fortunately, feeling much, much better this morning. It's going to be a busy day today (a good busy...I finally get my new bowing ball, I pick up my 30 day chip at my home group, and I'm sitting in with a friend's acoustic group for a set at their coffeehouse gig), so hopefully I'll be too busy to listen to that voice in my head if it comes back.