| I went last nigth
This one was not bad. It just happend to be a big book meeting. They read it around the table. I didn't like reading out loud but I did it anyway. Anyway, there wasn't a lot of people there and I just told them I was gonna die. I've cried before but this time a lady who is sober for 25 years gave me her number and told me to call. Then she said to go to the womens meeting tonight that started at 5:30. I said I couldn't get there till 6:00 because of my job. She said So what. I said I'll be late, she said so what? I said every one will stare at me, she said so what. The one of the guys said. Who cares if you walk in at the last 5 minutes. YOu do this for you. Haven't you figured that out yet. So, I'm gonna go in late tonight. I'll feel stupid, but that's what she said to do. I liked her. I did read Chapter 5. I've read it before and had highlights in it. It depressed me cause it showed me how I failed with all my highlights the last time, but I'm still gonna do it. I liked her 25 years sober. She was neat.
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