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hmmmmmmm
Being sober is my gift from God and I choose to give it back daily. I think of slips and relapses in a context of being the end of where I have choice vs no choice.
Up until I choose whether or not to go out and drink, I still have choices.
Once I do (IF I do) go out, and choose to drink, I lose all choice over the oiutcomes and I know without a doubt that I will end up in a downward trajectory. Fast. And I will take others with me.
So, I add to the fact that today I am gifted and truly blessed to have choices, I am also given responsibility for choosing wisely.
Somehow, don't ask me why, this is enough to give me daily momentum in sobriety.
__________________ i close my eyes and see clearly
i stop trying to listen and hear truth
i am silent and my heart sings
i seek no contact and find union
i am still and move forward
i am gentle and need no strength
i am humble and remain whole (ancient taoist meditation) |