[Nina Kay]

Hello IW. I would think that just doing what you're doing, (fake it till you make it) would be the best way to handle it. This saying does imply that you are going to come out of it on the other side and it'll be for real then. No one is exstatically happy all of the time. That's just something that alot of people think that they're supposed to feel like. We do have to just accept life as it is each day. Sometimes life just is and we just are and that's the way that it's supposed to be. Just relax and live one day at a time. That's my suggestion anyway.