| Feelings of Apathy
I have been sober for about 2 years now. Free of my demons....I am now dealing with a great deal of apathy or ahedonic feelings. These feelings and general emotions are really posing a great challenge for me. Atleast when I was on a drug I was happy, or atleast had a false sense of happyness. It's so much hard for me to be cheerfull these days and as a result I am finding myself fake emotions so that others feel comfortable around me. I literally have to force myself (fake it till you make it mind set) to get happy/cheerfull/determined.
Anways, any suggestions on how to deal with this sense of apathy???
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