| Do I need to go back to the wacky shack?
I spent about 9 days in the mental health ward last summer then from Dec 26th-Jan 7 this year. My life is in a transitional phase, I'm trying to get back to work so I can find an apartment and undergo a trial seperation with my long-suffering wife. Basically I need to get my **** together so the marraige will work again, I'm a depressed alcoholic with anxeity/panic disorder. Currrently I'm hearing voices and music. I'm tempted to take some sleeping pills toend it or make the voices stop. About 12 days ago I fell off the wagon and also took enough sleeping pills to make me groggy and break my glasses but not enough to kill me.
Part of what the voices are telling me now is that the pills can be a gateway between worlds, but I know it's a one-way door and don't want to cross over. I am sorely tempted though. Anyway should I just try to ride this out and continue with my plans or should I go back to the wacky shack tomorrow? I'm also depressed and not eating/showering/changing clothes. Please help, thanks
IceWolf
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