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Actually I am doing very well.
Ugly circumstances the last month, but it has put me to the test. And I feel good about myself. I am afraid that my husband has not demonstrated the virtues I married him for.
I have been telling myself he was acting out of his illness and is suffering and I will take the position of compassion. But I am also experiencing non-attachment more than I expected. At this time I will not agree to a divorce, which he has asked me for. Later, when I am in a better position, I will. He has asked for an amiable divorce and to be friends. I said no. It's not going to work that way. Friends-wise, I mean. If we divorce, then I want no further contact. Ridiculous thing to ask, if you ask me.
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