Please don't give up hope.
If the psychiatrist you saw didn't help, get another.
See a social worker who specializes in aspergers.
Try other meds; remember, there are MANY to choose from.
Don't give up on yourself. You've only just begun your life, and honestly, it can take a while to find what's right for you.
I'm sorry you're experiencing such difficulty. Keep posting here while you continue to try and find what will work for you. But, please, don't give up on you.
Because you ARE worth the effort!
Shalom!