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So do you think all of the time when you didn't give a F&%# about anyone....that it was the drug the whole time? Or were there times you weren't on the herion and still didn't think of people as human beings?

I'm glad to hear you're clean now and do hope you're able to not trade the herion addiction for an alcohol one. Guess one thing i've learned in all my codie mtgs and books is that you can't force someone to get sober. Your roommate will have to want to do it before it will ever work for her. I hope she decides to tho...and sooner rather than later.

How long have you known your girlfriend? Were you together at one time and then one of you had to move away?

I know you say you feel your bipolar is under control, but your initial post of this thread tells me different. Those are the words of someone who's depressed....and if you're depressed then you're not stable, right.

Would you mind telling me more about how you were before rehab and what kind of things you'd sit and think up to get your drugs and stuff? That sort of stuff is completely new to me and i don't understand it and can't fathom it one bit. Would you mind giving me an example? Perhaps of the most extreme con you've done in the past?

Thanks again for your honesty! I know this is all anonymos, but people still hesitate to open up completely.

Hugs,
Jenna