| I almost made it. I was doing so well last night but I got one call to go out with some friends to one place, a woman called and invited me for a beer at her favorite bar, and then a friend called from my regular bar and asked where I was. I told them all I was going to take it easy for the night. Within a half hour I was standing by my back door with my coat on thinking "what the hell am I doing? The alcohol put my coat on for me and put the keys in my hand. The alcohol is dragging the real me to the bar" Today I am going to try for a daytime meeting, the one that started my 6 year sober streak. Tonight I'm turning my phone off. |