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I have been going back in the past and thinking of how my son was years ago and I am thinking he might be a rapid cycler. I can remember times when he would call me at work and got off and be really mad about something and I would rush home to confront him and he would be happy and act like nothing happened. Me and my mother would discuss this and think he had a split personality. I guess all along he has been struggling with bp without meds. This time really hit home because he was talking non stop for over 24 hours about the same strange things. There has also been times when he would get depressed and sleep all the time. But if my memory is correct, I think that he seems to be in mania more then depression. But I never really watch his moods to a tee to determine this for sure. I dont know if mania or depression is worse. I just dont want him to get out of the hospital with a bag of pills to function. I am hoping that this can be controlled with a couple pills. I know that he is still not with it because when I talk to him on the phone he is not getting angry, he will start laughing at me over the phone. He did say he was going to disown me and move to Florida but I know he is just blowing off steam. This is so overwhelming and I just cant imagine how you folks deal with this. I never concerned myself with learning about this because when the doctors said he had bp, I just thought depression. I didnt know the extent of this disease. I will call and check on him again today and see where he is......
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