I'm SO glad you've started a new thread. I was thinking about you last night while I should have been sleeping, wondering how you were doing. Now I know.
Despite your struggles right now, I have to say you should great.
Boy, I'd be pissed at the doc too. Tell 'em what you think.
I'm so proud of you on the smoking! It's so hard but so worth it. I remember you talking about asmtha and stuff so I know it's so important for you to quit.
Love ya!
Peace and Hugs.