"I will not be a mental loafer" and "Just for today I will be unafraid"---Wow! Thanks Negative Man for posting this and for your kind, helpful words in the chat room. I get much of my strength here--you guys carry me through--when I don't have the strength/courage to go on. Thanks to everyone here at SR>I am sober "Just for today" because of all of you! :ghug2