[aasharon90]

Thanks guys.....You being here with me means
a whole lot.

You know, im ok with the divorce...why...well
maybe its because i wasnt very happy the
entire time i was married....

Im pretty sure i got married for all the
wrong reasons to begin with. One was
to not have to work anymore just
because i could stay at home and
drink and sleep....then it was to have
my little family....

All those wishes came true as I know
today to not wish for things because
they do come true.

Any way I did have a hangover the
day of my marriage....so i was already
in the early stages of my alcoholism....of
course i didnt know that at the time.....

Then got sober thru family intervention
8 yrs into the marriage....

So some drunk yrs and some sober
yrs....

I changed during recovery...emotionally,
physically, mentally.....all for the better.

I wasnt the same women my husband
married ...meaning,,,,i changed my views
and thoughts and behaviors and more.

Anyway....all my life i did for others....
my sick mom....my husband....family....

Now its time to do for me......

And all I want today is simplicity...
no stress.....

My kids r grown...one married and
both still in school....Very mature,
independant....

Mom, me, Im on my own...wanting a divorce...
divorcing away from the family....

Happy Joyous and Free