I have completed step one..the kids are walked to school, I remembered to mail two bills out at the mailbox on our way..and I am home. Now I am arguing with myself about calling the taxi and doing the business I need to take care of. I have sweat pouring off me.....it's 45 degress out!l LOL...it would be cheaper to ride the bus...but so many people...in a moving vehicle! Yikes!!I would really like to just not do this trip to town.....but there's just no way around it this time. not all trips out are this severe for me, but when the big kahuna hits...it tries to wipe me out. You think they have pretty colors for strait jackets these days? Maybe the colors of a beautiful sunset....kinda correlates with the feeling of "going down" LOL...Okay I have officially lost my mind. Pay no heed to my frantic ramblings...I am just trying to work through this and get it done...laughing is good for anxiety. Please feel free to laugh right along with me...will not offend me in the least.
I am GOING to work through this if it's the last thing I do.
Maybe I could try some visualizing with my fears..maybe picture a fashion show of strait jackets, kinda to make light and humorous my fear of going crazy! Maybe it'll work. When I am faced with someone I have fear of I will immediately visualize them in one of my many fabulous designer..and oh so sought after strait jackets. We'll see how it works!:p
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Many Hugs and Hope too,
Tammie
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~
"Things do not change, WE change."
~Henry David Thoreau~
