((Tammie)) ((hugs))
Go ahead and scream, holler, and vent all you want. Thats what we are all here for, to be able to vent and help each other.
Here are some(((((((((((((((((((((((((BIG sisterly hugs)))))))))))))))))))
because I believe you need them right about now. I am sending prayers

your way, that things well get better in your life. Keep having faith in your higher power and that time will come. Love you, Bonni