Hi Jamsil,
Your drinking sounds a lot like mine. I put off going to AA for years but eventually the drinking had spread to almost every day of the week. I staggered to AA and have been there ever since...it's a good way of life. Try it and I think you'll agree. My life has improved immeasurably. It was the best thing I ever did. I hope you give it a shot - let us know.
Mike