Hi, wldkatz;
Vico is a minor, therefor must go through her mom or guardian.
As a mother, myself, though, I can assure you, vico, that your mom will want to help, especially since she knows your prior history. You do not have to let your OCD take over your life. There is effective treatment. Please make yourself available to it.
You deserve it are worth it!
Let us know how your doing, ok?
Shalom!