Hello there Ryan
I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad.
It sounds clear to me that you need to call your doctor right away and tell your doctor how you are feeling. Tell your doctor he needs to give you more medication to make the bad feelings go away. There are many, many different medications he can try until you are happy with what he gives you.
If you cannot get a hold of your doctor then grab your phone book and call the crisis line and tell them how you are feeling.
You can also ask your wife to come and read what you wrote, and to read the suggestions I just gave you.
Go make those phone calls now.
Mike