I needed to put it out there that often times powerless for isn't just my own inability to handle my life. For me so much of what life is about these days in not framing myself up in some kind of superior mindset that tells me I've got this thing down to a science. Every tine I do life sees fit to show up and bite me. I have to constantly remind myself that that I'm powerless over the affects of my mind. I have to keep vigilant of my inability to manage any part of my life while under the influence and just as much as that, I have to remember that I can't manage anyone elses. I'm powerless to make the universe conform to my reality because my reality is that of a drunk. After all you ever met a drunk or a dope fiend that could see strait.
