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frankly · 12-18-2007, 04:33 PM

Dr. Snow - Probably about 6 different opinions, I have some sort of deformity in the production of my blood, I have to be careful with something as simple as asprin. The BP meds send me crashing within 2 days, the ones that are supposed to pull me out of the crash send me to a deeper level. If I ever choose to try the med. route again, I have to be hospitalized for months while I try different ones. I did bio-feedback for years and it helped a whole lot. More times than not though, I just suffer through it, knowing it will swing again, then I'm on top of the world and nothing can stop me. My hobby is working on old homes, It's the one thing I truely love doing. Sometimes I can force myself to do that during the depression and it helps pull me up, but times like this, I can't even find any enjoyment in even that.

I try to live in the moment as much as possible. Some things though can trigger me. It can be really stupid little things that do it too.

Splendra - as always, you made me smile, thank you

2stop - I never thought about it as a broken heart feeling, but that is exactly what it feels like.

12-18-2007, 04:33 PM	#5 (permalink)
frankly Living Life Again RIP Brett Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: Florida, Tennessee Posts: 835 Blog Entries: 1	Dr. Snow - Probably about 6 different opinions, I have some sort of deformity in the production of my blood, I have to be careful with something as simple as asprin. The BP meds send me crashing within 2 days, the ones that are supposed to pull me out of the crash send me to a deeper level. If I ever choose to try the med. route again, I have to be hospitalized for months while I try different ones. I did bio-feedback for years and it helped a whole lot. More times than not though, I just suffer through it, knowing it will swing again, then I'm on top of the world and nothing can stop me. My hobby is working on old homes, It's the one thing I truely love doing. Sometimes I can force myself to do that during the depression and it helps pull me up, but times like this, I can't even find any enjoyment in even that. I try to live in the moment as much as possible. Some things though can trigger me. It can be really stupid little things that do it too. Splendra - as always, you made me smile, thank you 2stop - I never thought about it as a broken heart feeling, but that is exactly what it feels like. __________________ Without Rain and Sunshine, there would be no Rainbows.