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it's a weird one.
the first treatment went swimmingly and i thought i wouldn't have any memory problems....but i was wrong. The things i've been forgetting have been weird. I'm having trouble with computer passwords and things...and anything that happened the 3-4 days leading up to the first one are becomeing harder and harder to hold onto or recall.
mom said she came and stayed with me or something just a few days before i went inpatient....but i don't remember her being here.
i apparently found a good deal on a purse i bought for $3, but i don't remember buying it.
Oh well, even with the likelihood of having my last $400 stolen from my checking account last night...i'm not suicidal...so i guess that's the point right?
prayers please
lots and lots of prayers please,
jenna
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