Devil,
Alot of us here have had the "power to play that line" but eventually it gets worse. Thank God, I quit before I hit any type of bad rock bottom. We all have people that depend on us, alot of us have college educations and major careers that we hold down. So, I just want to say, get off your high horse and listen to what we all are saying because we were and some are still right where you are. I dont do everything people tell me but I can respect what has worked for them.