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Originally Posted by RufusACanal 
If you drink you will have nothing to gain and only a short reprieve from the present pain, then you will be hungover, more broke, full of shame and still hungry, naked and homeless. No one can help if you drink. If you fight the good fight, we all can pitch in a hand. Maybe not according to your desires, but according to your needs.
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Thanks rufus,
I know its only a short term solution. I'm pretty terrified of waking up the demon, to be honest with you. Its the wrong choicefor me today, inany situation, especially this one.
Im not to thrilled with this spiritual battle stuff, to be honest with you. We are not saints, as they say. But we are expected to suffer as saints. With that grace and perserververience. With heroic courage and faith and charity. Best i can give today, to my fellow alcoholic is the message that even though its bad, i dont have to drink.
If it wasnt for that bast@rd, i would be fat drunk and happy??? lol... not likely.
yes, rez i have a sponser. I am working on the thou shalt steal step... step 9, my friend. Living ammends. what i am left with is that i must live a better program.