Yup, i lost it.. Its just a token, really, the real sobriety is inside. But It worries me, none the less. I have been really struggeling lately, trying to get through some very difficult times. 2 times in the last four months, i promised myself that i wouldnt drink today, but set a date in the future to get loaded. It kept me sober the first time, but the second date is coming up.

but NOT TODAY! DAM IT!
New sponser says 3 years is tough, but WAIT TILL 5!!! That'll really SUCK...
Thanks buddy, thats wonderful sponsorskip.
Anyway, i am struggeling,
Aaron