[shutterbug]

yeah i've tried backing them up like that in word documents, but i post too much and my brain goes all over the place that i just can't keep up with posting things twice every single time.

so whatever. it's gone. something rare i've experienced and posted about is gone. i'll never be able to trust this site again and it makes me very hesitant to come back here anymore to be honest....especially since crashes keep happening.

and makes me not really give a crap about my journal or this site since i can't depend on it being here tomorrow or even 5 minutes from now.

p.s. Teach...i know it has nothing to do with you so i hope you didn't take it that way...i'm just hurting.