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badhabits · 12-04-2007, 10:01 AM

It was like a robot, going to the alcohol "left" in the house. Yes it was partly my fault, for not dumping the last 1/2 box of wine. But, it was a crutch. Sorta like something you keep in your back pocket.

And I used it.

Part of me feels ashamed, part of me doesn't care.

Clairity is such a pain in the butt.

I can't do meetings, most are God related (and I will grow a second nose before I believe in God).
The second part of that, I'm as social as a snake. I don't "do" people".
I can't talk to others, I can't relate to others, I am 100% uncomfortable around people.

I don't want to keep on this road..How can I move on?

12-04-2007, 10:01 AM	#1 (permalink)
badhabits Member Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: Buffalo Posts: 6	I just slipped It was like a robot, going to the alcohol "left" in the house. Yes it was partly my fault, for not dumping the last 1/2 box of wine. But, it was a crutch. Sorta like something you keep in your back pocket. And I used it. Part of me feels ashamed, part of me doesn't care. Clairity is such a pain in the butt. I can't do meetings, most are God related (and I will grow a second nose before I believe in God). The second part of that, I'm as social as a snake. I don't "do" people". I can't talk to others, I can't relate to others, I am 100% uncomfortable around people. I don't want to keep on this road..How can I move on?