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shutterbug · 11-30-2007, 09:52 PM

sorry, but i disagree...i don't think i am the one keeping myself from being happy and loved. i think God is. I've done what i can, i've asked and prayed and tried to love myself and here i am at 31 still hating myself.

Try going 4 years without kissing anyone!!
Try going through 2 major depressive episodes without kissing anyone or having a sig other to spend the holidays with. I just want to be held dammit. and told that i'm loved by a person holding me.

stop crying?
stop depression?
tell God to stop hating on me!!

11-30-2007, 09:52 PM	#3 (permalink)
shutterbug A picture's worth a 1000 words Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: With any luck, I'm lost in a view finder Posts: 2,947 Blog Entries: 5	sorry, but i disagree...i don't think i am the one keeping myself from being happy and loved. i think God is. I've done what i can, i've asked and prayed and tried to love myself and here i am at 31 still hating myself. Try going 4 years without kissing anyone!! Try going through 2 major depressive episodes without kissing anyone or having a sig other to spend the holidays with. I just want to be held dammit. and told that i'm loved by a person holding me. stop crying? stop depression? tell God to stop hating on me!! __________________ I'M FINE!! Fanatically Insecure Neuratic & Emotional Bipolar/Depression support: 1-800-950-NAMI(6264).