You a sweetie Leiana...I think you are strong and kind and tough, just the storms are battering you around. Hold on..we'll swim to safer shores okay? I am not giving up on you Leiana....you are not the disease, Leiana..you are so much more..and I am still prayin for you girl....I have been where i had absolutely felt nothing..no good no bad, not even indiferent...I was south oh hell by a long ways and thought I would never feel anything again..but you better believe you will....Boy howdy will you....and then you'll be like me saying what the hell did I go wanting to FEEL again??? But you know what? It IS worth it..it is our human spirit to feel love and to give love....We will love you til you love yourself Leiana..Don't give up..I am walking right beside you my friend....
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