" I know somewhere in my heart it gets so much better than this..but yet I still have a humomgous fear that this is as good as it gets...."
That is so ironic that you say that today! I am watching As Good As It Gets in one of my classes, I almost said that [hrase in one of my journals and today you say it.
One thing that I like to do is make a journal paeg. I have two types on journals, one I write things in and one that I make pictures in. It is time consuming and can be busy work. I use old magazines to make a picture of how I am feeling, what I like, something thoughtful, or just something. It always makes me feel better and when I am done on the back I write the date and try to give it a one word title but some times it is more... The file keeps coming up as too large so if you give me your e-mail I will e-mail it to you to show you what I mean. That goes for everyone who reads this post!
lurkings@angelfire.com okay?