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Originally Posted by realization88  I do not want to quit forever, and I don't think that I need to. I beleive I can control this if I want to. I use to have control until I lost it, and have gone from complete lack of control to almost total control. |
You're talking to people here that have lost control and can never regain it. I can assure you however that every one of us has tried the very same thing you're doing several times over. There's one thing that is certain; all out quitting is a lot easier.