[shutterbug]

no substance abuse issues in my past (other family members have tho), but i am addicted to cigs and recently developed a gambling addiction. so it is as you say.

i am very focused on guys right now and i don't know how to step away from that inside my head. i sure wish i could!!!!!!!!!! i'd LOVE to go back to that place where i didn't think or care about guys....but of course they didn't rain or even trickle or sprinkle then either. i guess that's why i'm soooo focused on them right now.....i NEED a man!!!! LOL I mean, i don't need need a man, but i neeeeeeed a man. And i'm not one who can handle one night stands or anything without meaning.

Thanks soooooooo much for responding!!!
Thanks for keeping up my journal!!!!!!!!!!!
Why don't you post much? About you i mean?
Since you are in Florida...i have to ask....are you by chance Tena's hubby? lol